My story

I was a talented child and I had excellent marks at school. When I was 5 years old my parents divorced. It was a sort of trauma for me. My father moved to another city and we met quite seldom. Since my childhood I always had a thin figure and I fought with my inferiority complexes. Since my childhood I grew up in the faith for God. God gave me the grace to feel His love and care in different ways. I longed for divine and supernatural things, though the place I lived in and people I used to be with didn’t provide me with any answers to my questions. Most of the believers went to church only from habit.

After primary school I changed my environment; I started to study at an Electrotechnical High school in the city of Timosoara.

Here I also learned Chinese martial arts – Kung Fu. I actually started to practice this type of martial art at the age of nine. I also worked as trainer for a short period and I had a lot of trainees. After several years of training I started to discover some interior energy inside myself. My trainer used to mention this energy. Through this energy Chinese masters were able to reach unbelievable results. I felt that energy in my hands; it irradiated from my whole body as a form of heat. My friends who practiced yoga and knew something about bio-energy told me that this kind of energy can be used to cure people. In the past I saw a member of my family suffering and I was not able to do anything for him. So I decided to exploit that energy to heal and help other people. In the meanwhile, after several unsuccessful attempts I managed to get acquainted with a woman with whom I had good feeling even from a physical point a view. Back then, we didn’t consider physical contact as a sin, because – unlike other young people – we were loyal to each other and did not change partners... We liked each other. Later on, we realized there was no longer chemistry between us; so our relationship ended when she finished her university studies and went back home.

My desire for things between heaven and earth, my will to achieve supernatural skills, and also my wish to help other people brought me to participate to courses at the Romanian Society of “Radiostesia”.

Here I obtained and I learned to work with such information I couldn’t access to in my normal life: searching water under the earth, searching missing people, diagnosing diseases, and finding cures by means of energy transfer. I was eagerly learning and training my new gifts. I considered them a gift from God. Results came soon. I became one of the best and I opened private practicing courses at university. Visitors were quite numerous. Everybody called me “the Great Sisi”.

Glory and acknowledgement looked good. My supernatural skills gave me a sense of certainty. Here is an example reflecting my situation in this particular period: one day, after the Holy Mass I met three friends of mine in front of the church; I just needed one glance at them and I told the first of them that he attended mass for nothing, because he just sat on the bench; as for the second friend, I told him that he did pray, but he didn’t have the Holy Communion; as for the third guy, I felt that he did pray and also had the Eucharist. They listened to me with their mouths wide opened and were amazed.

When I finished university, I created a “branch office” in the place of my residence and I became its director. I had a number of students who wanted to learn from me – thousands of them. I found missing people, I healed kidney calculus in a couple of seconds, I cured diabetes patients, or at least I improved their conditions.

In the meanwhile I completed my theology studies as catechist and I started to work in three districts (villages). Until noon I taught catechism and in the afternoon I worked with my patients – this was my life. Many people tried to explained me that I was not doing the right thing; none of them convinced me... One day I met an acquaintance of our local priest, who at that time studied theology in Italy and was just consecrated as deacon. He took part in one religion lesson I gave at school. Short time before this, he told me about his first contacts with exorcism and about his experience in this area. It emerged that he had the charismatic gift of liberation. It was a gift from God. People were continuously calling him and looking for him. Indeed, he was so busy with them that he failed many exams and lost one year at the theology classes.

In the middle of my first religion lesson he stood up and left the classroom, despite our previous agreement that he would be with me during the whole teaching day. Later on, he admitted that when I started to speak, he felt an enormous pressure in terms of negative energy coming out of me. It was such a strong pressure that he was forced to leave the classroom and went to church to pray. Here, God spoke to him and he received a message for me. He prayed for a long while because that pressure was quite intensive and while praying he got prepared for the message he had to deliver to me. The message had the following content: You are a split person – light and darkness are mixed inside you. Until when do you mean to go on with such an absurd balance?

I was very surprised, because that man didn’t know anything about me; he had just some information from the local priest, i.e. I was an exemplar believer and a religion teacher. I didn’t believe it. I asked him to perform exorcism over myself. I thought: “if my gifts are not from God, then I want to stop it and get completely rid of it all”. Unfortunately, he couldn’t pray for me. He sent me to a community in Budapest, where there was somebody who could help me. Here they welcome me by saying that they had no lessons about occultism for at least two years; and then they started to pray for me. At the beginning I felt no effects. But the Holy Ghost began to gradually lighten me. I understood things that until then I couldn’t understand. I decided to abandon all activities I had practiced so far. After a while they ordained a deacon who helped me. He was one of the first persons who started to pray for my liberation. It was a long process during which I received plenty of precious pieces of advice and he prayed really a lot for me. The hardest thing was to abnegate all paranormal gifts I used to employ; and I prayed Jesus to make me free of it all. I thought I was going to die. I felt I was going to be nothing at all without those powers. Finally God gave me the strength – so I understood: being nothing at all (but God’s child) is better than being a slave of the Devil. After praying I heard a voice... Somebody whispered that it was not going to be as easy as I thought... because you are mine. It was quite a hard period. I had nightmares, anxiety, depression, and devilish temptations. My last step was a written declaration where I disavowed the community I used to be member of (i.e. the community where I performed those acts), because it was in contrast with the doctrine of the Christ. It was a necessary step because, even when I accessed that community, I had to sign a similar declaration and to pledge allegiance. After the last prayer for liberation at church we went home and the priest closed the church.

On the following morning the bellman discovered something strange in the church. The white ceiling was tainted with black spots. These spots were left by dead flies. But the night before church windows and doors had been shut and locked. The local priest knew the meaning of that sign. The Bible says that Beelzebub is the lord of the flies.

I am writing these lines in order to provide testimony to the fact that with God’s help I succeeded in getting freed from the Evil and from impure forces. God gave me a wife with whom I have three beautiful children and we live serenely in our family environment. We have everything we need. I found my place in the world and within the Church. Currently I work for Radio Maria, where I have my own programme. I am convinced that God blesses my words when I talk about Him. He listens to my prayers and now I live a meaningful life. I have a lot of friends in Christ. They love and appreciate me, although I am far from being perfect. In the community I am currently leading we help young people by trying to show them the right way – Faith and Love – because young people are opened towards God and they react to His call.

On the basis of my personal experiences I encourage everyone to abstain from all things that lead to occultism, impure practices, immoral behaviour, and unscrupulous ethics. I urge you to listen only to Jesus Christ, because today He lives; and through His enormous strength He is able to influence the lives of those who follow Him and listen to Him.